🎉 Fifty Years On: A Birthday Reflection on a Changed Britain and a Changing me

A Huwspace.com birthday essay — July 12, 2026

Today marks fifty years since I arrived in the world on 12 July 1976 — a hot summer, a turbulent decade, and a Britain that feels almost like another country. Turning fifty isn’t just a personal milestone; it’s a vantage point. Half a century gives you enough distance to see the long arc of change, to recognise what’s been gained, what’s been lost, and what still feels unfinished.

This is a birthday reflection not just on my life, but on the life of the UK itself — the country that shaped me, challenged me, frustrated me, and continues to surprise me.

🇬🇧 1976: The Britain I Was Born Into

Britain in 1976 was a place of strikes, power cuts, and industrial muscle. It was a country where:

  • Heavy industry still defined whole towns
  • Unions were powerful
  • Inflation was out of control
  • Technology meant a rotary phone and three TV channels
  • Immigration was modest and society more uniform, racism was more prevalent – ‘No blacks, no dogs no Irish!
  • The class system was rigid but predictable – although if like my dad you were clever and willing and able to learn new opportunities did exist in an ever changing Britain.
  • The idea of “global Britain” meant the memory of empire, not the reality of influence -which was also reflected in cultural expression and taught in history lessons and laughed at though our sense of humour such as monty python.

It was a Britain that felt old even then — worn down by post‑war exhaustion, unsure of its future, and still clinging to structures built for a world that no longer existed.

But it was also a Britain with a strong social fabric or ethical ethos, clear identities, and communities that hadn’t yet been enriched or fractured by globalisation, deindustrialisation, and digital life or a climate crisis.

🚀 The UK Today: A Completely Different Country or most certainly alive in a different time.

Fast‑forward fifty years, and the UK has transformed in almost every dimension.

1. Society is bigger, more diverse, more fluid

The population has grown by more than 11 million since I was born. Cities are multicultural mosaics. Family structures have changed. Identity is more open, more contested, more expressive.

2. Work has shifted from factories to laptops

The industrial Britain of my birth has given way to a service‑driven, digital economy. Unions have shrunk. Gig work has grown. Job security is no longer guaranteed. The idea of a “career for life” feels like a relic as does a pension for retirement. The issue of wealth and where it should lie and why is still a fluid topic open to change and new ideas and power plays.

3. Technology has rewritten daily life

From no internet to living online. From letters to instant messages. From three TV channels to infinite content. From paper maps to satellite navigation. From analogue everything to AI everywhere.

The pace of change has been dizzying — and relentless.

4. Politics has become more polarised and less trusted – or at least that is what we are paid and digitally printed to believe. By keeping us arguing amongst ourselves we tend to not get to grips with the real actors on the stage such as the uber wealthy and those that turn the wheels of an economy that is swiftly or slowly killing biodiversity on and heating up a planet.

The post‑war consensus collapsed. Thatcher reshaped the economic model. New Labour reshaped the social one. Austerity reshaped public services. Brexit reshaped the national story.

Trust in politics has fallen to historic lows. The country feels more divided, more anxious, more uncertain about its place in the world or anxiety about the world within which we live that we now leave to the next generation.

5. Culture has exploded in creativity

Music, fashion, film, literature — Britain has produced wave after wave of cultural reinvention. From punk to rave, Britpop to grime, analogue art to digital creation. The UK’s cultural output has been one of its greatest strengths.

6. Public services have strained under the weight of change

The NHS, transport, housing, local government — all transformed, all challenged. Some improvements, many pressures, and a sense that the old systems are creaking under modern demands. Also the expectation that everyone except me should be taxed and all things should be available to all people at no expense whatsoever. No one is able to calculate the cost of a well run society and no one is prepared to pay that price either.

🌱 What It Means to Turn Fifty in a Changed Britain

Reaching fifty in 2026 means having lived through:

  • The end of the industrial age
  • The rise of globalisation
  • The birth of the internet
  • The financial crash
  • Austerity
  • Brexit
  • A pandemic
  • The arrival of AI

It means carrying memories of a Britain that no longer exists — and navigating a Britain still trying to define what it wants to be.

It means recognising that change is constant, but direction is a choice.

It means understanding that nostalgia is comforting, but renewal is necessary.

🔭 What Comes Next

If the first fifty years of my life were defined by transformation, the next decades will be defined by reinvention.

Britain has the raw ingredients for renewal: creativity, diversity, scientific talent, cultural influence, and a deep well of resilience. What it lacks is coherence — a shared mission, a long‑term plan, and a political culture capable of thinking beyond the next election cycle.

But birthdays are for optimism. And fifty is a good age for clarity.

The UK and myself has changed dramatically since 1976 — sometimes painfully, sometimes brilliantly and in found memories beautifully too. The next chapter can be better than the last, if we choose to make it so.

🎂 A Final Birthday Thought

Fifty years teaches you that life is not about resisting change, but understanding it. The same is true for countries. Although I do not throw caution to the wind and then through all that has gone down the river of life.

There a simple little truths learned along the way that although not always convenient have helped me stay true to who I am and help me calve out my place in this world.

Simple things like being honest where and when you can, listen to what you hear and think on what you do.

So here’s to the next chapter — for me, for Britain, and for whatever comes after this milestone morning in July 2026.

Bob Dylan – Blowin’ in the Wind (Official Audio)

It’s been a beautifully busy month (time)

One idea ticking away on my brain this morning is the concept of time. I sometimes wonder too much about what time is how does it exist and what should I do with it. In many ways time is an illusion. In my mind there is no past now, for it has already happened and there is no future for it has not yet happened the only time that we ever live within is now.

So what time is it well the time is always now. I find this kind of acknowledgment of time as being now not yesterday or tomorrow as reassuring too. As yesterdays trauma is not now and tomorrows worries are also not now and so to focus in the now results in a better ability to make the most out of the time I actually have.

There are also certain things I always try and make time for firstly time to write my blog and express my views on the world and explore my views and interpretations on what is happening.

Secondly time for family and friends – to see them and talk to them and listen to them and if possibly be helped or help them.

Thirdly time for work and play. Work to pay my way and play to recharge my batteries and allow me to fight another time or day.

Fourthly time to vote (I don’t think I have missed an election yet and so long as I can make it to the voting booth I will continue to do so – why have a say if you dont have a vote?

Buffalo Springfield – For What It’s Worth (Official Audio)

Whether To Weather The Storm

Sometimes I find myself and others in crisis, not one of there making but one that they or myself or others are very much being weathered by and emotionally unable to take shelter from what is raining down.

Although the instinct is sometimes to try and wipe them or yourself dry with reassuring words and all knowing answers, such words and answers can not always stop the emotional rain.

its upsetting and frustrating for both you and a person caught in an emotional storm, but sometimes its better to wait for a storm to pass before you look for a place to recharge from the storm. Sometimes you will only know a storm will have passed once the darn thing has finished and not knowing what it will do or when it will stop can be frustrating in its self.

On an economic front there is a storm coming in the UK. Lots of business some long established business have been being announced as going bust in the UK and it really does feel like we are on the cusp of an economic storm of a recession with concerns on job fronts, stock market highs leading to potential stock market lows and Trumps war in the middle east and threats of tariffs and tantrums to those that don’t support his brain rotten madness there really are potentially several economic storms on the horizon.

6 year Blogiversary


On February 2020 I started my huwspace.com blog and have had a great deal of enjoyment expressing myself on this site. With music, thoughts and films that are close to my heart that express who I am and write about my perspective on what is going on in my life and in the world. 2020 onwards has been a crazy time really and the 2020’s decade has been one in which so much has happened it’s like the world is going too fast and there is no chance of jumping off at all as we are here for the ride or until our song stops being written or sung.


My mental health has been at times a challenge to during this time. It’s sometimes difficult to know who I am where I fit in and where I belong. This year I am 50 in July a milestone if ever there was one. I have lived in my home now since 2012 in Exeter and it really is a home and base for me which I important to me. I was born in Wales in 1976 and first moved to Devon in 1982 to the village of Spreyton a place which has been a home from home. Though I know I am Welsh and love watching Wales play rugby I also feel strongly a part of Devon due to the roots I have put down here and friends made too.


Being the youngest Edwards in Devon now at what feels like a ripe old age of 49 is a strange experience to have my mum and me enjoy our life here but it feels sad that we are the last parts of the family that moved to Devon left here. It is a wonderful place which I feel very grateful to be living and would not want to live anywhere else for sure.

Sit down by the fire – The Veils

A microcosm of international politics in Britain’s dealings with Donald Trump

British Politician Keir Starmer working for and with Trump as he sees that he can’t afford to deny his lies for what he calculates the United Kingdom will lose politically and economically.

What red lines if any have been drawn and what will it take to cross them?

Keir Starmer’s government (elected in 2024) has prioritized a pragmatic, realpolitik approach to managing the UK’s “special relationship” with Donald Trump’s US administration. While he has publicly condemned Trump’s past rhetoric and some specific actions, he has avoided drawing explicit public “red lines,” opting instead for diplomatic engagement to protect UK national interests. 

Stated Position on Trump 

Starmer has moved from calling Trump’s past comments “absolutely repugnant” to adopting a more measured, Prime Ministerial tone, stating that a leader must work with whoever the American people elect. He has emphasized the need to “make it work” due to the importance of the UK-US relationship. 

In 2026, Prime Minister Keir Starmer’s relationship with President Donald Trump is defined by a “realpolitik” strategy that prioritizes economic and national security over ideological confrontation. Facing a global landscape altered by aggressive U.S. actions, Starmer has adopted a “softly-softly” approach to manage the risks of a trade war and maintain the UK’s influence.

Strategic Pragmatism and “Atlantic Bridge” Diplomacy

Starmer has resisted choosing between the U.S. and the EU, attempting to position the UK as a bridge between the two. This calculation is driven by several factors: 

  • Avoiding Trade Penalties: Starmer led efforts to cut deals with the Trump administration to insulate the UK from high tariffs. However, this has come at a cost; the UK recently ceded to U.S. threats regarding pharmaceutical tariffs, which may increase costs for the NHS.
  • Security Alignment: In recent calls (January 7–8, 2026), Starmer and Trump agreed on the need to deter Russian aggression in the Arctic, despite deep tensions over other U.S. maneuvers.
  • The “Trump Corollary”: Following the U.S. military intervention in Venezuela in early 2026, Starmer declined to condemn the action’s legality, focusing instead on maintaining a “holding position” to avoid alienating the White House. 

Key Areas of Friction in 2026

“Red Lines” and Crossing Them

Starmer has avoided drawing firm public red lines, a strategy that has drawn criticism from opposition parties and some Labour backbenchers who accuse him of “craven subservience”. 

  • International Law: The closest an implicit “red line” has been tested is over US military actions in Venezuela and Trump’s comments on acquiring Greenland in January 2026. While the Scottish First Minister and others urged Starmer to condemn these actions as breaches of international law, Starmer declined to do so publicly, stating it was “for the US to justify the actions it has taken” and that he was waiting for all the facts. This pragmatic approach suggests that verbal condemnation of US military action is not a red line that would break the relationship.
  • NATO Commitment: Starmer has stressed the importance of backing Ukraine and maintaining a strong Euro-Atlantic security alliance, which is a core value for his government. A significant US withdrawal from NATO or security cooperation would force a major UK policy rethink, although Starmer has not publicly stated this would end the relationship.
  • Trade: The Starmer government has engaged in trade discussions with the Trump administration, making compromises such as reducing import tariffs on cars and scrapping tariffs on US beef to secure deals and prevent trade wars. This demonstrates a willingness to make concessions to maintain economic stability. 

Potential Political and Economic Losses

Starmer and analysts have identified several potential political and economic risks associated with Trump’s presidency: 

Political/Diplomatic:

  • Loss of moral compass: By refusing to condemn actions like the invasion of Venezuela, critics argue the UK government risks losing its moral authority on the international stage and its standing as an advocate for international law.
  • Subservience: The perception of the UK as a subservient partner to the US (where the “US says jump, Britain asks how high”) is a significant political risk that can be exploited by domestic rivals like Reform UK.
  • Isolation: Trump’s “America First” approach and hostility to multi-lateral institutions may leave the UK more exposed on security and global issues, pushing Britain into a “strategic bind” between the US and Europe.

Economic:

  • Tariff wars: Trump’s use of tariffs has created significant economic uncertainty. While the UK has so far managed to mitigate some of the worst impacts through negotiation, the threat of tariffs (e.g., on pharmaceuticals) remains and could impact the NHS and other sectors.
  • Trade-offs: Securing trade deals with the US has required painful concessions, such as the potential impact on the NHS through pharmaceutical access or the agricultural sector via increased US imports.
  • Reduced EU cooperation: The necessity to court Trump for a US trade deal may impede Starmer’s goal of achieving closer economic ties with the EU, which some analysts believe offers a larger potential GDP boost than a US deal. 

It seems at this moment time it seems almost like it is the powerless with the most to lose or who have already lost so much, that show the greatest power to stand up against Trump.

Politik by Coldplay

What is political freedom and what should restrict it and why?

Political freedom is the capacity of individuals to participate in their society’s governance and political processes without unreasonable external constraints. It is often categorized into negative freedom (the absence of interference from the state) and positive freedom (the actual capacity to exercise one’s rights).

Core Components of Political Freedom

  • Political Participation: The right to vote, run for office, and hold governments accountable.
  • Freedom of Expression: The ability to hold, receive, and share opinions and ideas—including unpopular or shocking ones—without state censorship.
  • Freedom of Assembly and Association: The right to form political parties, unions, or groups and to conduct peaceful protests and demonstrations.
  • Rule of Law: A system where governmental power is constrained by fixed, public laws applied equally to all, preventing arbitrary abuse of power. 

Political freedom does not entail absolute, unrestricted liberty; it comes with limitations designed to protect public order, national security, and the rights and reputations of others. Actions that abuse or undermine the freedom of others are generally excluded from the scope of political freedom. 

Specific actions and behaviours that do not entail political freedom (and are often restricted by law) include:

  • Incitement to violence or hatred: Political freedom does not protect speech that encourages or incites violence, hatred, or discrimination against individuals or groups based on their religion, ethnicity, race, gender, or sexual orientation.
  • Defamation and slander: The right to freedom of expression does not extend to damaging the reputation or rights of others through libel or slander.
  • Rebellion and unlawful conduct: Using the right to freedom to incite people to rebel against the government or engage in other unlawful conduct is not protected.
  • Disorderly conduct and carrying weapons: While peaceful assembly is a key political right, this right does not extend to carrying weapons during a meeting or procession, or engaging in behaviour likely to cause a breach of the peace.
  • Online abuse and harassment: Forcing others off communication platforms through abuse or online mobbing is not considered a valid exercise of freedom of expression.
  • Actions that violate others’ rights: Political freedom does not grant a “freedom to pollute” or deforest, as such activities create negative consequences that violate other groups’ liberty to not be exposed to harm.

Treason or sedition: Actions that undermine the state or national security can be subject to legal restrictions. 

In essence, the limits of political freedom are generally drawn where its exercise infringes upon the fundamental rights and safety of other members of society. Laws define what people must not do, while individual responsibility and morality guide what people ought to do beyond legal constraints. 

Aretha Franklin – Think

Tony Benn (1925–2014)

Don’t judge someone just because they believing in social justice,

judge them if they do not.

We live in a time very much alive to billionaires finding items that we choose to consume and purchase in order to extract wealth from the rest of us.

War is often seen as a necessary expense to be endured whilst sickness and poverty a necessary evil to be politically ignored.

On War and Peace

  • Benn stated that all war represents a failure of diplomatic efforts.
  • He believed there was no moral distinction between different types of bombers that kill innocent people for political ends.
  • He differentiated between faith, which one might die for, and doctrine, for which one might kill. 
Birdy – People Help The People

The gift of lighting up the dark

The “skill psychologically of lighting up the dark” can be described as resilience and learned optimism, which involves acknowledging difficult emotions (the “darkness”) while actively cultivating hope and developing practical skills to navigate challenges and promote well-being. This concept draws on various psychological principles, including Jungian psychology and positive psychology. 

Key Psychological Concepts

  • Balance of Opposites (Jungian Psychology): Psychologist Carl Jung noted that light and darkness coexist; one cannot exist without the other. The “skill” involves achieving a healthy balance rather than trying to eliminate darkness entirely. It suggests that there is value (or “gold”) to be found in understanding and integrating one’s “shadow” side (repressed or unacknowledged parts of the personality).
  • Resilience: This is the mental and emotional ability to adapt to adversity, trauma, tragedy, threats, or stress. It is a key skill for navigating the “dark times” in life, enabling individuals to bounce back from challenges and learn from them.
  • Learned Optimism: A concept developed by Martin Seligman, this skill involves intentionally changing one’s perspective and challenging automatic negative thoughts. It is about how we interpret events, not changing reality itself.
  • Hope as an Active Mindset: Hope is not a passive emotion but an active mindset that involves setting goals, identifying pathways to achieve them, and maintaining a positive outlook even amidst obstacles.
  • Emotional Regulation and Processing: The ability to sit with pain and uncertainty, process difficult emotions, and avoid “toxic positivity” (dismissing genuine suffering) is crucial for healing and growth. 

Skills and Strategies

Cultivating the skill of “lighting up the dark” involves several practical strategies:

  • Awareness and Acceptance: Acknowledging and accepting the reality of one’s inner and outer “dark spaces” (sadness, fear, uncertainty) is the first step toward finding a path forward.
  • Practicing Gratitude: Actively looking for things to be grateful for, even in difficult times, can build a more positive outlook.
  • Seeking Support: Reaching out to others and leveraging empathy from friends, family, or professionals can provide the “candle” needed to find one’s way through challenging times.
  • Self-Care and Self-Compassion: Prioritizing physical and mental well-being (sleep, nutrition, exercise) and treating oneself with kindness helps build the necessary energy and resilience to cope with challenges.
  • Mindfulness and Reflection: Engaging in self-reflection through methods like journaling helps identify negative patterns and work through emotions.
  • Purpose and Action: Focusing on solutions, contributing to the well-being of others (kindness), and engaging in goal-oriented behavior can provide meaning and purpose during difficult periods. 

Ultimately, this skill is about acknowledging the dualism of light and dark within human experience and developing the psychological tools to navigate this balance effectively for overall well-being.