It’s been a while

So tonight or this morning it is 3am and I am back at home after a night out at a karaoke bar in Plymouth I have not written a post for nearly a month but all is well I have my health and I am doing ok.

So why am I up so late or early well I have just got back from a bar called the Walkabout in Plymouth and I am still feeling wide awake after the night out it normally takes my friend an hour or so to drive back from Plymouth and drop me off at a place that I then walk back home from.

Tonight was our last ever visit to the walkabout pub as it is closing down which is a shame but as they don’t seem to get as many people in to the pub anymore I guess its struggled to pay its way in the world or in Plymouth anyway.

As soon as I arrived tonight there I was told that there was no Guinness which is normally my tipple of choice so I had a pint of lager and then after a second lager they they then ran out of lager. The pub does a quiz first before the karaoke so its along night from about 7.30 to 1am and by the time the karaoke started I was drinking lemonade.

We were asked to try and sing an Australian song or two so I had chosen two songs that I hoped to sing. My First choice called Follow the Sun by Xavier Rudd is a great uplifting tune and my second choice was called sweet disposition by the temper trap. Chris the karaoke DJ who I think I have known from as long a time as when he worked in a Crediton Weatherspoon’s as a manager was the DJ tonight he’s a great guy and also a bit of a practical joker too. He also runs a quiz and karaoke night in Exeter and I tend to see him more in Exeter than Plymouth.

Tonight I did get up and sing two songs the sweet disposition one and also chasing cars by snow patrol. I look so serious in the picture below for many reasons I was nervous and had not sung the song before and also drinking lemonade is not as relaxing as drinking a Guinness but I gave it my best shot and it all went well I like to think.

Below is the song I was hoping to sing there is a Karaoke version but Chris does not have it – great song though.

Xavier Rudd – Follow the sun

Well its now 3:30am and hopefully time for me to go to bed – sweet dreams.

🎉 Fifty Years On: A Birthday Reflection on a Changed Britain and a Changing me

A Huwspace.com birthday essay — July 12, 2026

Today marks fifty years since I arrived in the world on 12 July 1976 — a hot summer, a turbulent decade, and a Britain that feels almost like another country. Turning fifty isn’t just a personal milestone; it’s a vantage point. Half a century gives you enough distance to see the long arc of change, to recognise what’s been gained, what’s been lost, and what still feels unfinished.

This is a birthday reflection not just on my life, but on the life of the UK itself — the country that shaped me, challenged me, frustrated me, and continues to surprise me.

🇬🇧 1976: The Britain I Was Born Into

Britain in 1976 was a place of strikes, power cuts, and industrial muscle. It was a country where:

  • Heavy industry still defined whole towns
  • Unions were powerful
  • Inflation was out of control
  • Technology meant a rotary phone and three TV channels
  • Immigration was modest and society more uniform, racism was more prevalent – ‘No blacks, no dogs no Irish!
  • The class system was rigid but predictable – although if like my dad you were clever and willing and able to learn new opportunities did exist in an ever changing Britain.
  • The idea of “global Britain” meant the memory of empire, not the reality of influence -which was also reflected in cultural expression and taught in history lessons and laughed at though our sense of humour such as monty python.

It was a Britain that felt old even then — worn down by post‑war exhaustion, unsure of its future, and still clinging to structures built for a world that no longer existed.

But it was also a Britain with a strong social fabric or ethical ethos, clear identities, and communities that hadn’t yet been enriched or fractured by globalisation, deindustrialisation, and digital life or a climate crisis.

🚀 The UK Today: A Completely Different Country or most certainly alive in a different time.

Fast‑forward fifty years, and the UK has transformed in almost every dimension.

1. Society is bigger, more diverse, more fluid

The population has grown by more than 11 million since I was born. Cities are multicultural mosaics. Family structures have changed. Identity is more open, more contested, more expressive.

2. Work has shifted from factories to laptops

The industrial Britain of my birth has given way to a service‑driven, digital economy. Unions have shrunk. Gig work has grown. Job security is no longer guaranteed. The idea of a “career for life” feels like a relic as does a pension for retirement. The issue of wealth and where it should lie and why is still a fluid topic open to change and new ideas and power plays.

3. Technology has rewritten daily life

From no internet to living online. From letters to instant messages. From three TV channels to infinite content. From paper maps to satellite navigation. From analogue everything to AI everywhere.

The pace of change has been dizzying — and relentless.

4. Politics has become more polarised and less trusted – or at least that is what we are paid and digitally printed to believe. By keeping us arguing amongst ourselves we tend to not get to grips with the real actors on the stage such as the uber wealthy and those that turn the wheels of an economy that is swiftly or slowly killing biodiversity on and heating up a planet.

The post‑war consensus collapsed. Thatcher reshaped the economic model. New Labour reshaped the social one. Austerity reshaped public services. Brexit reshaped the national story.

Trust in politics has fallen to historic lows. The country feels more divided, more anxious, more uncertain about its place in the world or anxiety about the world within which we live that we now leave to the next generation.

5. Culture has exploded in creativity

Music, fashion, film, literature — Britain has produced wave after wave of cultural reinvention. From punk to rave, Britpop to grime, analogue art to digital creation. The UK’s cultural output has been one of its greatest strengths.

6. Public services have strained under the weight of change

The NHS, transport, housing, local government — all transformed, all challenged. Some improvements, many pressures, and a sense that the old systems are creaking under modern demands. Also the expectation that everyone except me should be taxed and all things should be available to all people at no expense whatsoever. No one is able to calculate the cost of a well run society and no one is prepared to pay that price either.

🌱 What It Means to Turn Fifty in a Changed Britain

Reaching fifty in 2026 means having lived through:

  • The end of the industrial age
  • The rise of globalisation
  • The birth of the internet
  • The financial crash
  • Austerity
  • Brexit
  • A pandemic
  • The arrival of AI

It means carrying memories of a Britain that no longer exists — and navigating a Britain still trying to define what it wants to be.

It means recognising that change is constant, but direction is a choice.

It means understanding that nostalgia is comforting, but renewal is necessary.

🔭 What Comes Next

If the first fifty years of my life were defined by transformation, the next decades will be defined by reinvention.

Britain has the raw ingredients for renewal: creativity, diversity, scientific talent, cultural influence, and a deep well of resilience. What it lacks is coherence — a shared mission, a long‑term plan, and a political culture capable of thinking beyond the next election cycle.

But birthdays are for optimism. And fifty is a good age for clarity.

The UK and myself has changed dramatically since 1976 — sometimes painfully, sometimes brilliantly and in found memories beautifully too. The next chapter can be better than the last, if we choose to make it so.

🎂 A Final Birthday Thought

Fifty years teaches you that life is not about resisting change, but understanding it. The same is true for countries. Although I do not throw caution to the wind and then through all that has gone down the river of life.

There a simple little truths learned along the way that although not always convenient have helped me stay true to who I am and help me calve out my place in this world.

Simple things like being honest where and when you can, listen to what you hear and think on what you do.

So here’s to the next chapter — for me, for Britain, and for whatever comes after this milestone morning in July 2026.

Bob Dylan – Blowin’ in the Wind (Official Audio)

Unique Red Dragon T-Shirt Inspired by Fantasy Art

So I had been thinking about printing a T-shirt for myself with one of the images that I have created for my website and have designed a T-shirt with the following T-shirt design.

They are made and shipped out from the USA and I have been experimenting with other possible designs to maybe do to. I have ordered one for myself so I can see what the qulaity is like and how long it takes to get from the US to the UK.

I love the red dragon not just because I am a Welshman and the dragon is on our national flag but I have always loved mythical creatures and fantasy art.

If all goes well here are a few other ideas I have too. Or again I mght just make one up for myself.

I love the designs and think its so clever that computer designs can put into picture ideas that you have in your mind.

Queen – Dragon Attack (Official Lyric Video)

Discovering a bit of Japanese wisdom this evening!

Karaoke Nights: Finding Connection Through Music

Clocks went back by an hour over the weekend so its now gone 10pm instead off 11pm on Monday night. It feels more like a Sunday night as I had the day off today. I went out to a city called Plymouth to a bar called Walkabout to sing Karaoke with some friends on Sunday. I hope we all had a good night and got up and sang our little hearts out.

Some of my favourite songs that I sing relate to a connection between my head and heart in the songs concerning such unspoken matters such as unrequited love, past lovers no longer with us and love lost as well as other other things that are also important to me such as the loss of my father and brother or what will happen to us all on this planet in the future (all good deep and meaningful issues on my mind of coure).

I got to sing three songs last night – the first was ‘the Blowers Daughter’ by Damien Rice. The next song I sung I was ‘Fields of Gold’ by Sting and finally I sang a song by the killers called ‘All the things I have done’. I bit of drunken crowd participation took place too which was aq lot of fun and also late night out as the bar shut about 1:30am and I got home just after 2:30am so lucky to have the day off really as  a means of recovering from such a late night.

It’s a big venue with a big stage but does not really get that full so feels quite intimate to sing there and there are lots of other really good singers that also get up and give it their best. Since lock down back at the beginning of the 2020’s I have met so many good and new friends due to singing at Karaoke bars and it really has brought so many great opportunities too and a new lease of life for me.

I really do enjoy meeting new people and getting to know who they are and what makes them tick. I don’t know if this is a natural curious state of mind or brought on even more due to having lost people through them passing away and so searching for ways to meet other new and lovely people as a means to try and compensate for those that have been lost. This will be my first Christmas without my Dad which is strange and even though it’s still nearly 2 months away it is nonetheless a though on my mind.     

The Blower’s Daughter · Damien Rice

Fascism has never been slain it has only been sleeping

Modern fascism, is a post-WWII far-right, ultranationalist ideology that adapts classic fascist characteristics like authoritarianism, a cult of the leader, and aggressive nationalism to modern contexts, incorporating contemporary tools such as social media and identity politics to promote xenophobia, racial nationalism, and often a perception of national decline. While rejecting the overt totalitarianism of historical fascism, neo-fascism shares a fundamental distrust of democracy, liberalism, and pluralism, aiming to create a unified, ethnically homogenous nation-state through populism and the suppression of opposition. 

How Far Is It From Here to Nuremberg? By David Rovics

Key Characteristics of Modern Fascism (Neo-Fascism)

  • Populist Ultranationalism:A central focus on a fervent, exclusionary form of nationalism that emphasizes the nation’s identity and perceived victimhood, often tied to ethnic or racial superiority. 
  • Authoritarianism:Support for a strong, centralized government headed by a cult-like leader who claims infallibility and suppresses dissent. 
  • Identity Politics:The use of immigration, ethnicity, race, and gender to create an “us vs. them” narrative, identifying scapegoats for societal problems. 
  • Modern Tools:The use of new technologies like social media and AI to spread propaganda, organize, and recruit members. 
  • Nativism and Xenophobia:Strong opposition to immigration, globalization, and multiculturalism, fostering a belief that these elements threaten national culture and identity. 
  • Opposition to Democracy:A rejection of liberalism, democracy, pluralism, and social democracy, seeing them as weak or divisive. 
  • Disdain for Human Rights:A focus on national “purity” and a willingness to disregard or suppress human rights for the perceived good of the nation

When we start to dehumanise an individual we risk dehumanising everyone and to what end that could lead is as yet unclear. Sadly the politics of hate and difference continue to grow heavy on my mind. I have a number of social media accounts that I sit and watch when wanting to unwind and unplug and this weekend for the first time ever, there were a lot of pro English, White pride and hate to others content seeping onto the pages that I scroll through, being promoted on social media posts underlined with the view I have my right to hate and not care what you thing. Ignorance is their weapon of mass media manipulation.

The bullshit is easy to spread across fields of social media accounts and watch the seeds of hate grow across across the pages which they then harvested likes and further their spread of opinions of ignorance and hate. I believe with all my heart there is more that unites humanity than divides it but that seems a tough sell at present.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_(human_categorization)#:~:text=Race%20is%20a%20categorization%20of,characterized%20by%20close%20kinship%20relations.

On Wikipedia in relation to ‘Race (Human) stated the following:- Modern science regards race as a social construct, an identity which is assigned based on rules made by society. While partly based on physical similarities within groups, race does not have an inherent physical or biological meaning. The concept of race is foundational to racism, the belief that humans can be divided based on the superiority of one race over another.

Little clip of Karaoke Huw

I was out at my local bar in Exeter on Friday and I asked a friend to take a photo of me singing and she also caught a small clip of me singing a song for a few seconds and I thought I would post that clip up here as a memento of that night I was singing the Blowers Daughter by Damien Rice.

Huw Edwards – The Singing Series!

I don’t know if you have seen these action figure designs yet anywhere on the internet or more specifically Facebook but people have been using AI to design there own action figures I had a go with Chat GPT. I used a template to fill out a description of what I wanted and then after a few minutes the design was created, very clever and lots of fun. The face does not look like me but I think my character definitely comes across in the image.

Snow Patrol – Chasing Cars – a favourite song to sing

Sláinte & Happy Paddy’s Day Dad

This time last year me and Dad were on holiday in Ireland for St Patricks day, thanks to a bet that I won on the horse the day after Christmas 2023. It was an unexpected win for a number of reasons and so when the bet paid out I shared some of the money with my mum and dad as the money did not really feel like mine anyway.

Dad said that rather than have the cash he wanted to go on holiday to Ireland and so that is exactly what we did. I paid for the accommodation and flights and we shared the costs of the meals and drinks. It was so much fun and went to some new places that I had not visited before as well as some tried and tested places. We initially got a ferry over from south Wales, which very nearly did not happen to County Wexford, then stayed in lovely hotel there and then travelled to Cork where dads Nan was from. We then went up to Limerick and onto Galway where we spent a weekend and was in St Patricks day for the Sunday. Finally we headed back to Dublin for a few days and then caught a flight back home. I love Ireland; I love my family and feel like although I am missing my Dad now that he is no longer with us I am very grateful for the time we shared together.

I feel like I am counting my blessings at present rather than counting my curses and there are many blessings. Though I hoped and thought he would live longer the time we all shared with him was special and I feel honoured to have known him and had him as part of my life.  

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