On Saturday 19th September me and mum bought some flowers and set off to drive to the woodland/moorland burial site in which we lay my Dad to rest in last year.
Mum had not been to the site before and the only time I had been there was on the day of his funeral. I was struggling to remember where he was! It’s a relatively small beautiful site and we needed the help of Dad’s partner, Shamen who was able to send a photo of where the plot was in relation to some trees and hedges. I had a good feeling and was grateful that we visited Dad’s site. The weather was a little misty and grey which kind of added to the mysticality of the site. I know dad would have found it amusing with me stumbling around the site trying to work out where he was.
When we laid him to rest we organised a pipe tobacco and matches with him in his coffin. (These were items that he had carried around with him for most of his adult life and it only seemed fitting to let him have them on the other side of life too.
We have also designed a slate to go on his grave which will be ready in a few weeks which I think is very fitting for him (having a pipe on the image too).
As much as I think about him and my brother almost every other day I feel Dad would have appreciated the visit to where he now rests that we did today and I am pleased he has a sight for us to visit. My brother Andy’s ashes were scattered to sea from one of his favourite beaches in Cornwall which now seems quite far away to me so please Dad is nearer by still.
So does honesty and integrity matter in politics and why are people constantly let down?
Honesty and integrity matter deeply in politics because they form the foundational bedrock of public trust, democratic stability, and effective governance. When political leaders lack these qualities, the social contract between the government and the governed fractures, leading to systemic public apathy, cynicism, and the decay of democratic institutions.
Despite how crucial these values are, citizens worldwide are constantly let down by their leaders due to a complex mix of systemic pressures, psychological biases, and the shifting nature of modern political warfare.
Why Honesty and Integrity Matter
Preserving Democratic Legitimacy: In a democracy, citizens cede power to elected officials on the condition that those officials will represent their interests honestly. When politicians lie, they deny voters the accurate information needed to make informed choices, effectively undermining the democratic process.
Effective Policy and Crisis Management: Complex issues—like national security, economic crises, or public health—require realistic, evidence-based solutions. When integrity is absent, policy decisions are driven by personal gain, corporate lobbying, or ideological fantasy rather than the actual public good.
Social Cohesion: Leaders set the cultural tone for a nation. When top officials escape accountability for dishonesty, it signals to the rest of society that rules are optional, corrupt practices are necessary to succeed, and looking out for oneself is the only logical path.
Why We Are Constantly Let Down
The disconnect between what voters expect and how politicians behave stems from several powerful structural and behavioral factors:
1. The Perverse Incentives of Modern Campaigns
To get elected, politicians must build broad coalitions, which often requires making grand, utopian promises. Once in office, they face the reality of economic constraints, institutional checks and balances, and the necessity of political compromise. A politician who is brutally honest about the sacrifices required to solve complex problems is often defeated by an opponent willing to tell voters exactly what they want to hear.
2. Media Fragmentation and “Win-at-All-Costs” Politics
Politics is increasingly treated like a zero-sum game or a blood sport. Parties and candidates frequently justify distortions, strategic concealment, and outright lies by arguing that the “ends justify the means”—that preventing their political opponents from taking power is more important than strict adherence to the truth.
3. Psychological Biases of Voters
Psychologists note that human beings are inherently disadvantaged when it comes to holding politicians accountable:
The Trusting Bias: Our default psychological mechanism is to believe rather than disbelieve information, making us easy targets for deceptive leaders.
Cognitive Laziness: Fact-checking requires time and effort. If a politician says something that aligns with our pre-existing worldview, we rarely take the steps to verify it.
Audacious Lying: Oddly, highly outlandish or audacious lies are often highly effective. People frequently assume that a statement is so specific or bold that it must have some basis in truth.
4. Flawed Candidate Selection Systems
The public rarely gets to choose their candidates from scratch. Political party apparatuses and internal selection committees often act as gatekeepers, frequently prioritizing loyalty, ideological purity, and fundraising ability over real-world competence, experience, and ethical track records.
5. The Evolution of “Authentic” Deception
Over the last few decades, highly polished, media-trained politicians created a widespread public perception that standard politics is just a mask for strategic concealment. This has given rise to a new era of populism, where a leader who tells blatant, obvious lies can ironically be perceived as more “authentic” and “honest” because they openly defy traditional political norms and polite establishment filters.
People seem to be either incredibly gullible more often than not or peddled lies that they desperately want to believe. The common thread of an economic lie is that there will be less tax spent for better services and your life will be improved while the politician actually seeks to line his or her own pockets with increased wealth and prosperity at the expense of the electorate. Also the bigger the lie the more tempting it is to believe.
So tonight or this morning it is 3am and I am back at home after a night out at a karaoke bar in Plymouth I have not written a post for nearly a month but all is well I have my health and I am doing ok.
So why am I up so late or early well I have just got back from a bar called the Walkabout in Plymouth and I am still feeling wide awake after the night out it normally takes my friend an hour or so to drive back from Plymouth and drop me off at a place that I then walk back home from.
Tonight was our last ever visit to the walkabout pub as it is closing down which is a shame but as they don’t seem to get as many people in to the pub anymore I guess its struggled to pay its way in the world or in Plymouth anyway.
As soon as I arrived tonight there I was told that there was no Guinness which is normally my tipple of choice so I had a pint of lager and then after a second lager they they then ran out of lager. The pub does a quiz first before the karaoke so its along night from about 7.30 to 1am and by the time the karaoke started I was drinking lemonade.
We were asked to try and sing an Australian song or two so I had chosen two songs that I hoped to sing. My First choice called Follow the Sun by Xavier Rudd is a great uplifting tune and my second choice was called sweet disposition by the temper trap. Chris the karaoke DJ who I think I have known from as long a time as when he worked in a Crediton Weatherspoon’s as a manager was the DJ tonight he’s a great guy and also a bit of a practical joker too. He also runs a quiz and karaoke night in Exeter and I tend to see him more in Exeter than Plymouth.
Tonight I did get up and sing two songs the sweet disposition one and also chasing cars by snow patrol. I look so serious in the picture below for many reasons I was nervous and had not sung the song before and also drinking lemonade is not as relaxing as drinking a Guinness but I gave it my best shot and it all went well I like to think.
Below is the song I was hoping to sing there is a Karaoke version but Chris does not have it – great song though.
Xavier Rudd – Follow the sun
Well its now 3:30am and hopefully time for me to go to bed – sweet dreams.
Another hot day in the UK lots of wildlife fires breaking out across western europe and so I thought to my self what could or should I do in this real life climate crisis ratcheting up on planet earth.
At first I thought why not write an email to some of my favourite musicians and ask them what they felt about climate activism and could they write a song to promote their views and feelings on the issue – I thought that this would be a lot to ask of them though so thought of my next target that of the new government in the UK. Andy Burnham has just been voted in by his party to be our next leader or Prime minster so I thought I would contact the different departments of government and ask them instead what they were doing and also what I could or should be doing myself. I sent the following letter to them this afternoon with the help of Copilot to get their email addresses and draft the letter to make it more professional looking.
Dear Sir or Madam,
I am writing to you out of deep concern for the escalating climate crisis and the increasingly visible impacts we are experiencing here in the United Kingdom and across the world. It feels as though we are no longer asking whether climate change is happening, but instead confronting the harder question of whether we are truly doing enough to prevent the worst outcomes.
As our shared home—the Earth—faces what feels like a slow passing away through a “death by a thousand burns,” with rising temperatures, intensifying wildfires, deforestation, and widespread ecological destruction, the warnings have become so frequent that they risk being treated as normal. Extreme weather events across western Europe, conflict over land and resources in other parts of the world, and the growing instability caused by environmental degradation all point to a crisis unfolding on our doorstep.
My purpose in writing is to ask: What is the plan? What is being done—right now—to prevent further climate catastrophe in the summer of 2026 and beyond? And does the Government believe that current action is sufficient to ensure that we will still have a stable, habitable planet by the time my generation grows old?
I appreciate that many departments hold different but interconnected responsibilities for climate action. For example:
The Department for Energy Security and Net Zero oversees emissions reduction, energy transition, and net‑zero strategy.
The Department for Environment, Food and Rural Affairs is responsible for nature recovery, biodiversity, water quality, air quality, and environmental protection.
The Department for Transport shapes decarbonisation of roads, rail, aviation, and maritime transport.
HM Treasury determines the scale and direction of investment needed for a green economy.
The Ministry of Housing, Communities and Local Government influences planning, housing standards, and local climate resilience.
Given the urgency of the situation, I would be grateful if you could provide:
A clear outline of the department’s current climate priorities and actions, particularly those planned or underway in 2026.
Information on how these actions align with the UK’s legally binding net‑zero commitments, and whether additional measures are being considered.
Guidance on how citizens like myself can constructively contribute, whether through public consultations, local engagement, or direct communication with relevant ministers or committees.
Advice on which departments, ministers, or parliamentary groups are most appropriate to contact regarding specific areas of climate policy.
I am not writing out of pessimism, but out of a desire to understand how we can collectively respond to the overwhelming truth that the climate crisis is real, present, and accelerating. I want to play a constructive role in ensuring that we all have a planet to call home in the decades ahead.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter. I would greatly appreciate any information, guidance, or direction you can provide.
Kind regards,
Huw
I’m please with what I sent and have no idea if I will get a response or what I might have to do if they do respond.
I’m writing this having a nap after a few beers in my belly after having got home from a night out. I was out at a local pub and had been told by local friends that I person in the pub was being aggressive and hostile to singers (including me) as they sang, unnecessarily criticising them like he was Simon Cowell on a professional night of judgement which I thought was was unfair and unnecessary.
I did not see the said person that was doing this but knew the person saying this was happening was being truthful and honest. So I joined in and had a go at him and challenged his behaviour . It got to the point where he was asking me to ‘step outside’ which is completely pointless I’m not that kind of guy. We finally shook hands and agreed to disagree after a heated discussion. I was told after said discussion that people would have intervened if needed while challenging this guy who hated people singing in the pub and let people know it.
If he had turned on me its likely we could have had a stupid fight but luckily he didn’t, the discussion I had with him saying everyone that gets up and sings on the night that I know sings from the hearts and there for he should not judge them for their singing ability resulted in the guts partner leaving and then he left after some heated discussion with me too.
I did feel bad for him after he left and we left on ok terms and shook hands instead of fists, but he is and will continue to be unpleasant to others in his head or under his breath or out loud1. But I feel I should not have stepped up and make his opinions my problems. I do feel right now a little set up to step into this situation and ultimately there were no winners with me stepping in and he looked old but very ready for a fight with me and I feel old and did not enjoy fighting in my teens let alone tonight. It was a car crash of a situation to be involved in and I do fee l feel relieved to now be home at last after this.
A week on Sunday and I will be in a Devon Town called Totnes for a birthday get away. It’s my 50 birthday and so I wanted to do something different and hopefully memorable in a positive way. It will be the first time that I have stayed as a guest on holiday since going to Ireland with my Dad in 2024 for St Patricks day. Although its just a train ride down the track rather than a flight or a ferry it means a lot to me to try and get away and do something a little different.
Totnes is a historic and vibrant market town in South Devon, England, located on the River Dart. Renowned for its bohemian counterculture and focus on sustainability, the town features a steep High Street lined with independent boutiques, ethical restaurants, and wholefood cafes, sitting in the shadow of a medieval castle.
I’m really looking forward to getting there. I went and did a little recce (reconnaissance) a few weeks ago to decide whether or not I really wanted to go and stay there and loved the place and area and even took a look and had a meal and a pint at the pub that I will be staying in. Though it will be hot I hope to find places to keep my cool while there.
I have also ordered a t-shirt that I hope arrives in time to take with me which is a dragon singing design that I am having made up.
Front of new designed t-shirt
Back of new ordered t-shirt
Being the first holiday with out my dad will be strange and also running into my 50 year while there will be strange to. if any one asked me how life is I could turn around and say yes not to bad thank you. I am grateful to presently have good mental health and not to bad physical health. I enjoy the company of good friends and also have close friends to call on when I need or want to. Social life is pretty good and though work can be a challenge I work with good people that help me get the job done.
Nothing is perfect nor should it be but it would have been nice to have had a chance to have another relationship / partner or something like that by now – the thought still somewhat terrifies me but it would still be nice to try again. I really think I would never have the energy or mental well being to have had children but most people that I meet that are single and want to mingle have been there and got the t-shirt of parenthood already so that pressure is not really on me or any potential partner.
Some friends have been busy getting in and out of relationships or sorts this year and I have been happy for them but also hoping I get to give it a try again at some time too but most likely will continue to tick along as I am. I am a nightmare hoping for the right person at the right time in the right place. Well we do live learn and love!
Don’t you worry child (Radio Edit) – Swedish House Mafia, John Martin
Big Amazon fail. Not delivered and took two weeks for them to pay refund and their still telling me to return to refunded item to them. Due to poor customer services on Amazon’s part when things go wrong they go really wrong. Have to now phone them for forth time informing them that item never arrived. I have since bought an alternative from John Lewis with a 2 year manufacturing guarantee which actually arrived when they said it would. The Amazon item is still lost in post and there asking me to return it to them or pay for it.
When trying to post the above review for an Amazon purchase they inform me that they could not post your review of Epson EcoTank ET-2860 In…
Please edit and resubmit your reviewHello Mr. Huw Edwards,
We could not post your review because it focuses on one or more of these topics:
Sellers Delivery Packaging Pricing Availability
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} Your reviewAmazon delivery and customer services fail Big Amazon fail. Not delivered and took two weeks for them to pay refund and their still telling me to return to refunded item to them. Due to poor customer services on Amazon’s part when things go wrong they go really wrong. Have to now phone…
So I went back to Amazon posting the following review which will likely also not be posted by them.
Amazons, Epson epic printer fail – buyer beware. Refused a review due to talking about seller – which is Amazon, Delivery – (never arrived also by Amazon, Packaging – unknown never delivered but also by Amazon, Not allowed to talk about pricing (since when can a review not talk about pricing) – also Amazon. Availability mostly down to Amazon. Not sure there is anything left to review?
On February 2020 I started my huwspace.com blog and have had a great deal of enjoyment expressing myself on this site. With music, thoughts and films that are close to my heart that express who I am and write about my perspective on what is going on in my life and in the world. 2020 onwards has been a crazy time really and the 2020’s decade has been one in which so much has happened it’s like the world is going too fast and there is no chance of jumping off at all as we are here for the ride or until our song stops being written or sung.
My mental health has been at times a challenge to during this time. It’s sometimes difficult to know who I am where I fit in and where I belong. This year I am 50 in July a milestone if ever there was one. I have lived in my home now since 2012 in Exeter and it really is a home and base for me which I important to me. I was born in Wales in 1976 and first moved to Devon in 1982 to the village of Spreyton a place which has been a home from home. Though I know I am Welsh and love watching Wales play rugby I also feel strongly a part of Devon due to the roots I have put down here and friends made too.
Being the youngest Edwards in Devon now at what feels like a ripe old age of 49 is a strange experience to have my mum and me enjoy our life here but it feels sad that we are the last parts of the family that moved to Devon left here. It is a wonderful place which I feel very grateful to be living and would not want to live anywhere else for sure.
A cyborg is a being with both organic and biomechatronic body parts, a term that is short for “cybernetic organism” part man and part machine. So with that in mind I am sometimes starting to write my page now as a cyblog part written by me and part inspired by machine or ai. I can ask questions and search for inspiration on Google ai and then expand on those ideas with my own thoughts, ideas and words. Part Huw manmade part machine inspired hence a cyblog. I also now often use WordPress ai to generate images for the site such as the welsh dragon at the typewriter image which is a visual imagining of me as I am from Wales and I was also born in the year of the Chinese fire dragon. So flaming two stones with one dragon breath.
I also wanted to have my blog assessed by google ai today and this is what it says about the blog:
“Huwspace” is the name of a personal blog and associated social media presence run by an individual named Huw. The creator uses the platform to share personal views, reflect on life experiences, and discuss a range of topics including politics, family, friends, and music.
Key aspects of Huwspace include:
Political Commentary: The blog often features opinion pieces from a left-leaning perspective, with the author identifying as a progressive activist and supporter of parties like Labour and the Greens. Topics often include critiques of capitalism, discussions of global politics, and social justice issues.
Personal Reflections: The author shares details about his life, including dealing with the loss of his father, his experiences with dyslexia, enjoying karaoke, and meeting new people.
Engagement: The author aims to use the platform to share his worldview and engage in discussions with a diverse audience, including friends, colleagues, and readers from across the world.
A repeated mistake is like running around on a giant hamster wheel, exhausted and weary not knowing how to step off the darn thing or where the stop button is or not knowing when or how to press the stop button or how or when to step off. Repeating the same mistakes again and again while not learning a thing from them is defiantly a mad idea!
To repeat a mistake is often described as making a choice rather than an accident the second or subsequent time.
Common sayings and proverbs related to this concept include:
“A mistake repeated more than once is a choice.” – Paulo Coelho
“You can never make the same mistake twice because the second time you make it, it’s not a mistake, it’s a choice.” – Unknown
“If you make the same mistake twice, it is no longer a mistake, it is a habit.”
“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.” (Often attributed to Albert Einstein, but likely not his)
“Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.”
“As a dog returns to his vomit, so a fool repeats his folly” (from the Book of Proverbs in the Bible).
The underlying idea in these expressions is the importance of learning from past errors and taking responsibility for one’s actions and the resulting consequences.
It seems to me politics is the biggest field of play, where this type of collective irresponsibility tends to take place.
Where an elected wealth of political officials, wish to control our finances and keep people within poverty instead of lifting them up out of it, maintain and enhance their own wealth crying foul to those from abroad that might no longer wish to be impoverished . Hmm what would Jesus think of such monetarising people and forces? From what I have read of the bible and learned from my religious teachers then those that choose to enrich themselves at the expense of others such as billionaires, wealthy politicians, using their own power to line their pockets with even greater profits, would repulse the son of god and if you believe in monsters heading to your definition of hell then that is what they likely are too.
What attracts, tempts or even provides people with conviction to vote for such inhumane politicians is hard to know what thoughts go through their heads or try to contemplate what they believe in and why they have those thought thought for such hateful people and views I do not know and will (god willing) likely never know or have.
Life is precious and time is short and for each of the power-hungry politicians voted into power across the globe chosen by their peers or people – Trump, Putin, Xi and Netanyahu are all incredibly dangerous political beasts we will be incredibly fortuitous to escape this time in the worlds history unscathed. Sadly each leader will be thinking from their own perspective, that they must be strong men in order to fight and conquer their own monsters. But what happens when they are the monsters that should instead need to be stopped or in someway fought.
They each poses within them the capability to light a match that within their hands could then set fire to million trees and sadly it takes only one of these four to strike first to make it all come crashing down.
When we are born into this world we arrive with nothing and when we depart this earth we depart with as little as when we arrived. It is what we do with our time here that truly makes our existence all worthwhile.
The National – ‘The System Only Dreams in Total Darkness’
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